Oh My Jonas

.. and Demi and Miley and yeah.

My obsession is getting worse everyday. Today I sat on my computer @work and ate my lunch and I was watching Miley's o2 concert. I cried the whole time.. I think it has something to do with my hormones. Shouldn't being a fan be a nice thing a good thing, something that gives you strenght? I think sometimes I hate the fact that I might never see any of them live that I just want to stop liking them.

And even though I know my loving them might get 'too much' at times, it still hard every single time when someone ways "what's wrong with you?" I usually just say something like "haha I knoww, I'm obsessed", but when reality is I just love their music and everything about them so freaking much. And I don't and will never care if someone doesn't like me because of my likes, cause there will always be people who do get it. With my bestfriends its hard, but I try not to speak about Jonas and all that when I'm with them.

Anyway, why am I writing about this? I tweeted about my first Jonas Brothers song I loved. And how that moment changed my life. It was September I think, and I was having the wrost day every, some problem with my exboyfriend or something like that, or I think I was missing him. And this was a few years back. So I was walking outside and it was pouring rain and Sorry started playing on my iPod. I had never heard the song before, and I didn't even know who sang it, it I had known I would've changed the song. But I listened to the lyrics and though how much those lyrics told exactly how I felt.

I'm sorry for breaking all the promises, that I wasn't around to keep, you told me this time is the last time that I will ever beg you to stay, but you're already on your way.

 After the song played once, I listened trough it the second time and again, and again, and again. At somepoint I realized how amazing those voices singing were and yeah from that we come to this day. Though I wasn't as big of a fan before as I am now. This worst phase has been going on for a year and a half now. :) As long as I've been with my current boyfriend that is haha! So almost two years soon O___o

Just had to get this out of my head, bye

 

ps. I'm loving dark curls, okay I've always loved them. Before Nick J, I think I fell in love with them cause of my ex booyfriend who had the most amazing curls. And then Nick J just made me love those even more. I think when my boyfriend gets away from his military service and can grow his hair again I'll start dyeing it dark. Cause he had those Nick J curls <3 Yay.